7/29/2008 noone but me from URL @ 9:29 AM POSTTHREE. Well, im at school in the com lab cos im ponning lit lecture. adlin's next to me watching mcfly videos & im at zarifah's blog again listening to 'lost' over and over, haha. im preettyyyy sleepy & i've decided to give up on my ki assignment. dont quite understand all the stupid scienceshit so yeah. & i think i really put in quite a lot of effort to try understand, oh well. whatever. today feels like a long week. im semi-looking forward to tmr cos i want to attend the saf scholarship talk. im dreading thursday cos i have maths remedial with LBA. & how i HA*E him. I've never shown attitude to any teacher in my life before and he would be number 1. (okay maybe i have la, but in vj he's the first.) we had some talk just now and i learnt that in vj 50%++ of the science kids get almost perfect scores for their As. no, instead of thinking that i should have taken science i thought that thank god im not someone to chase grades. i'd rather get a b for history and have enjoyed learning the subject than an a for chem (like that's ever gna happen) & hate my 2 years studying it. whateverrr. i want to eat kinder bueno. i miss friends. i thank god that i have a few of my 4i cmates around at vj. it makes me feel so happy whenever i see like sus, marly or sher around. like i love hugging marly, pulling sus's hair, shouting "loser!" at sher, going "syikinnnnnnn!" or prodding nicole in the stomach as we walk past. & it feels like shit when you see people around you upset and you dont know what to do about it. like nothing you can say will make it right & everything you say will make it wrong. & especially when its written all over their faces. the eyes, you can never hide anything when you look someone in the eye. getting a F as a friend is worse than getting a U for maths. or a F for a paper i've studied, btw. goodness listen to me, i compare everything to grades. whatever laaaaa. & what i'd give for those good old days you know? especially all those carefree days. hanging around in 4i talking, sitting around the round tables with delta, lepaking with soldier gang and whatnots. i miss the day adlin and i were so bored we started throwing stones at each other just to kill time. ohwelll, SUMO huh. SUMOSUMOSUMO. im not in a bad mood actually, haha. i think im in a good mood, im just thinking a lot. and realllly sleepy. okay i shall get down to doing somework now.
i really want to eat kinder bueno.
brick walls are only there to stop those who don't want what they want enough. im a bulldozer, yo.